What never falls asleep

It’s a blessing when I fall asleep for a moment.  In these moments, I might get cranky or irritated, or outright angry… but then it’s almost like that tension sets off a little bell, and I immediately snap back into the bigness of what’s Here.  I realize that I fell asleep, meaning I fell back into the habit of trying …

The sweetness of Here

What a relief to know I’m not in control!!  What a joy!  I get to just show up and marvel at it all…..what a deal!  The pressure I used to put on myself to make things happen, and to control things is gone.  Now instead of putting my attention towards the future or the past, I use it to bring …

When Gratitude Becomes an Escape

For a long time, I thought I was supposed to ‘practice’ gratitude.  I was certain that this would raise my vibration and allow me to enter some higher frequency where things would just fall into place effortlessly.  So I would consciously direct my thoughts to the things in my life that I was grateful for, or more truthfully, towards the …