As my willingness to AWAKEN (tell the truth) deepens, I see that the person (identity) I used to believe myself to be had a central wound – that remained unmet. Around that wound arose walls of shame, fear, and then strategies to cope with the deep sense of isolation and ‘not good enough-ness’. I see now how a carefuly engineered and subtle manipulation crept into my relationships (to protect or deny or dramatize this wound). I see how much of my identity was fuelled by a sense of victimhood – and equally by a sense of desire (to become, attain or accomplish – in so many ways). Those two things pulled me so far into the dream (enter humility!!) and drove my intentions, actions and my life.
I am so happy to report that this work that I am doing now has given me the courage to meet this central wound – and all the shame, fears, and strategies that came with it. Surprisingly in this meeting, I was deeply visited by forgiveness and compassion – towards how this entire identity played out.
Maybe for a while all those strategies were needed – they were useful for a time. But now they are not necessary because the core wound has been met – and the purity of being was amazingly the real engine behind it all.
I am so grateful to be on this journey – to be so much more Here.
For the freedom within this seeing.
Pure Awareness = Love= Being= The Truth about Each of Us
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